26.11.05

gathering

i think from this point of time we should no longer call this a class gathering.. i think we have gone beyond that point. It's a reason for us old friends to meet and catch up with each other.

I had a lot of fun. But I really have to apologize to maydeline and family coz i caused a lot of trouble for them. Actually i feel really guilty about making every body pay so much for the bbq. hmph. THere wasn't much to barbecue. We din even want to barbecue actually. BUT!!!! i really have to say joey started a VERY VERY goood fire. It was superb. The best one we have in our gatherings.

As usual, there is just this kind of feeling I get from joey. I mean, he has also been changed through the years such that now he is even with more substance and you know.. he is really very considerate and very very responsible now.

I enjoy having him around. I really do. I enjoy being "disturbed" by him. It's fun.. and sometimes I even find it sweet. We had really a great time together. I love murderer and polar bear especially. It is really nice when you see that he will try his best to understand you when you are speaking.

But i feel that if i want to be with him, i am depriving him of a better girl. I believe he deserves a better girl than me. He does.

I love to hear his half woken up voice too. You feel really close to him when you hear that. We had breakfast this morning. I think i was extra mean. I know he haven't been having enough sleep and I still deprive him further. Actually when three other thought i would be sad when he din finish the breakfast.. haha.. actually is the other way round. He already "give face liao" i know he doesn't even like breakfast. hahaha

I was with van only later in the day and we both agreed that joey is really the guy amongst our class who has the most "substance". YOu rock dude...... hahaha... i just like his sort of guy a lot. I mean also especially when he is like almost good in every sort of games and he really touches our hearts. I already start to miss him. Hope the up coming two days would be a great experience for him. I don't want him to be uncomfortable. I would be very happy as long as he is.
juby
1:58:00 下午